Still FAT

Okay, I have to come clean.....

I have not been TRYING as hard to lose weight as I should.

I have lost about 4lbs.

I haven't been exercising.

I haven't been looking in the mirror saying FAT, FAT, FAT.

I have been dreaming about being skinny again.

I look at dresses that I would have looked good in around 1995.

The good news...

Tennis season starts Monday night....

That answers the exercise component.

Now I just have to limit the food component and pray.

and one last thing...

I have even been looking through the 

plus size pics of summer dresses.

Those plus size women look so much better than I do in plus size clothes.

Therefore that confirms it...

I really am a skinny girl surrounded by extra fat tissue.

 This is the skinny girl.

This is the skinny girl surrounded by extra fat tissue.

I really need to lose weight!